BEADY-EYED

                                                              

“Life is hard! We can’t get everything in life”, yes I do agree this statement. To be honest even you readers will feel and find out the same thing too. I believe that you will recall things/memories that you can’t fulfill it. Everyone does. Well, that’s what we call life. People come and go, it’s like playing with your shadows. But, if you struggle really hard, you can get it.

A FEROCIOUS & ZEALOUS TRAVELLER

Here was a story about a naive, determine, and leprechauns traveller girl who lived in this really greedy little world. It was not about a wintry sadness monologue or story but a small journey towards a long life. We lived to enjoy, went through ups and downs, to explore the other half of globe, far away to Europe side and she started the journey from Italy to Slovenia.  Along her fervor journey of an umpteen times a day, she met with a gorgeous, smart 170cm tall girl from Slovenia who loved to talk and improve herself too. The traveller started to make friend, and that girl was named Sara. Sara talked about Italian, and shared manifold information about the Italy. First thing, of course about their men. She said “Italians are hot!!” The traveller felt inspired by Sara’s words and made her to write article or book about “Italy Here I come” Well, it was a nice phrase dear readers! Italy has so many interesting and gorgeous views to be explored by heart and mind. Indeed by heart and mind. The traveller felt really grateful what she's got in her life. So, gain new priceless moments, enjoy till you can people. Live your life and good night!

A GLIMPSE

Finding our half soul is not easy. It’s like you’re searching puzzles in sand. In sand, I guess it countless, so how you can find great and suit for you?

Feeling great when you are having great music to calm you down.

Music works when you start to notice that sound gives hint for you. I mean you can be hypnotized by the sound. How I can write well if I’m not in that situation? I’m searching good tune, it’s like I’m searching a perfect guy to me. You are in heaven or what? Why it’s hard to find you oh dear?

MUSIC = GUY. That’s the equation

HOT COFFEE

People come and  go

Expecting the world is small

Finding my own step in crowd

Take a part in reality

I sit next to people.

Sip hot coffee

Next to weird attitudes

I observe…

‘YOU TURN ME ON’

Smile

Eyes

Lips

Good combination to attract you.

I smile

I know

I turn you on

Then I realize

World is not cruel

It’s just a moment

To be cherished for

To be explored

We talk

We share love

We know it will last forever

Sometimes

We have to know

Love will disappear

From us

We still in journey

LIFE

1994

stand still. 

I try to forget it. 

I wish I’m the new me. 

I want something that can light me up. 

I’m searching the way to go. That way when I start to live my life to the fullest. 

I’m begging that God still give me that moment. When I touch you, I feel the perfectness. Every time I close my eyes, I hope that God give me more. More story to be told about my own collection. I try to write it back. I try to write my history. I’m digging my history. Yeah, I did. And sometimes it’s not good to tell the world, but then if you try to make it positive, then here you go. Don’t let the old shadow hunted you. You want to know something? Once you give up, you kill your spirit, wake up kill negative thought. Bring up your life. 1901, I wish I were there.

Living with the old history but then I realized that 1994 is a great year to cherish for.

EYES

In the crowds,
Noisy,
Chattering,
Laughing,
I was walking ahead,
With such limited sighted,
I saw that ocean shadow,but it was the real figure.

I noticed,
I talked,
I smiled,
I walked,
That kind of feelings strikes me at the moment,
I thought I should pretend,
How long?

I thought I should admit,
But how?
Monologue was one of the habit of a writer,
So many things couldn't be said, but only could be understood with body language.

That's a part you should notice when you are in that situation,
nothing much to say, only observe the human beings around,
Simple as that.

HUMAN CHAIN

We chase for knowledge not the people. 

We respect teachers, not humiliate them.

We practice their knowledge; we put in our deep soul.

We need to breathe in and out based on our knowledge…

Know the truth, the purpose of living even though we don’t know, don’t understand what we learn, don’t worry, at last you will know.

Not study alone, but with your “Guru”.

Respect them. Don’t talk if you shouldn't.

Talk if only they ask.

Be a loyal student, always seek for new knowledge.

The best teachers if they are the one who teaches you about now and hereafter.

They know better than you, but sometimes  teachers do test us, In order to get well prepared in future.

Pray for them.

Whenever faced with an enormous task or dream, break it down and take it one small step at a time. And you will see how it is so much easier to go on and eventually succeed.

FRAGILE

In a crowd

Your eyes, your smile

In a crowd

In printed black shadow

Eyes to eyes

Strange feelings

Formal staring, formal way to define

Pounding heart

Speechless

Two hearts keep asking, telling the same feelings,

WHY?

In a crowd

Talking

Don’t have strength to make sound

Any simple sign

Don’t have..

Don’t try to..

Sigh

In the end, 

I give up

End up with sad and dramatic monologue.

Back to normal night

To reality…

2013

Love is blind .

Love always brings you different meaning. Yes its totally true .

Love can’t see any age or gender as your best spot to say so.

Yeah sometimes it’s going to be really weird to say you love somebody.

There are so many truths in love, where sometimes our lives are a melody and you re the lyrics that are very meaningful to me. 

I want you to know that you can’t write a love song if you’re not in love. That’s going to symbolize everything.

 Just like a verse that is in the poem “As long you love you still have hope” .

A beautiful piece of music, piano then strings build slowly behind the incredible voice of the people.

 People who love you, every single day without knowing the meaning of frustration.

Now it’s time to forget the past and build new home for us, for our own sake .So I can see my own destiny.