WISHFUL THINKER

She is a dreamer,
She wants to fly high in the sky,
She wants to say lots things,
She is a stubborn gal,
She realizes that life is beautiful,
And she doesn't feel alone,
Because in her dream, she met the rainbow,
Birds were flying, she couldn't touch the sky,
She wished lots.


She opens her eyes now,
She can see the sky,
Clouds are moving by,
She wishes again,
The hardest dream to be achieved for,
Her feet touch the gravity?
So she wants to fly high with her tons dreams


So she stares,
Always thought sky and rainbow were the same,
She is wrong, she believes in her dreams,
Fly, Fly high so she's flying now,
She touches clouds,
She's wishing,
She's whispering to clouds,
'Stay here with me'- rainbow.


She confuses,
Because the moon will be the witness tonight,
So she keeps dreaming,
Clouds, Rainbow,Sky...
She calls it as a view of soul,
So many beautiful things are waiting ahead.

EQUANIMITY

you re just like wind,

smooth, easy, clear,

i feel you, deep inside,

i lift you up, so wind,

you re just like sunshine,

shining to everyone,soul, sorrow & love,

stop griefing, look at sunshine!

So inspiring the whole universe,

Just like you,

you re like heyday flowers,

keep blooming in my heart,

so you re flower?

blessing, just a bless, evoke, call forth?

so keep altering dear soul,

you re just like parcel of land,

so transparent gem,

like you re trying to pass through my heart,

oh so you re the precious one?

no doubt to all the questions

THE EEJIT BREATHERS

People think you re deaf,
But you re smart,
Ignoring all those dazed thoughts,
So they keep talking like retard, half wit ; imbecile creatures,
Let them be,
Let them find their own awry paths,
Because they are awful eejits.

DEPLORABLE

Rainbow comes after raining,
Rainbow colors the blue,
Rainbow shines the mountains,
Rainbow touches the oceans,
So, it is colorful.

He came after losing scars,
He came after wandering for ages,
He searched for words,
He seeked the conclusion,
So he loved the past 

A FLOWER

You re a diamond in the mold, dirt heart,
I'm a savior of your days,
I'm a gardener, but you don't know,
Because you re a dying flower,
So many bugs, I'm the only one that you believe,
Put me there, touch my petals,
Feel me gardener,
Diminish all those bugs , you re just a trustful gardener,
Please don't eat me bugs,
Keep pouring me with love,
Please make me blossom,
You re just charming, dear gardener,
I'm looking for you, before, now and always,
So just you know that you re the resource of my life,
So lovely that gardener take cares of me,
I'm facing this life so well. 


To be continued...

YOU

Have you ever heard about miss?
Have you ever heard about care?
Have you ever heard about innocent?

Because I'm too innocent to care and miss you this hard and it
never happen before ; like this, just like this.

Have you ever missed someone in the middle of night when you cannot sleep?
Whats in your mind?
How you wanna say if you miss him/her if they're miles away from you?
You can survive?
That endless love.

He said 'I don't wanna lose you',
Don't matter how far, it still connecting,
and keep connecting,
To promise all those dreams that you know it's going to be 'I'll wait for you'.

Tears screaming so hard,
No matter how far,
Boy I will wait for you too,
So just you know, 
You're precious.

SOLILOQUIST

She is a small creature,
Living with tons hope and dream,
Every single night she keeps praying,
To be there, to fly, to touch the moon,
At least she can touch the sky and yes,
Rainbow too.
She has faith ; she believes that her life story is well-created by One,
and she keeps walking,
Wiping her tears,
Each drop of tears is meaningless,
So she wants to stand ; be alone,
so she's writing, 
Like a fool but full of thoughts,
Her eyes shine but full of lies,
She hides zillions stories,
She knows life is unfair,
but she is a risk taker,
The whole life keeps devoting the same story ,
 LOVE

MAKE A GO OF IT?

Forever and ever?

Tell me the power of your words, not so much talking

Will be he proud of?

With the things that I’ve done?

The things that I’ve regretted most?

My heart’s breathing or just you say pounding?

So many thoughts yet so little words

Close my eyes, nothing comes across my mind

Give me forever that we can share

Far from crazy teeny tiny reality world

COON EYES GAL ; Her Perspective

Lonely ? Well that’s hurt but yes sometimes you will never always laughing but you need to learn what’s emptiness. Life is colorful but it will turn dull and gloomy when it comes to failure. All you need is patience where you know sometimes you have to ignore those feelings, how could you feel so full of happiness if your heart feels so inscribable hurt and yes you have to care of other’s feelings. That’s so suck! well like I said, this is life, full of lies, fakeness, sorrow, and reality.

DATE WITH DESTINY

A sky full of stars and hopes that never fade away from someone’s dream, that’s life. Inspiring others is kind of sweet act that everyone does with or without realizing it. Your half soul is living somewhere? Never mind, you will meet your love one fine day really that’s really gonna be an amazing moment. Everyone wants that where you can spend your time with your beloved ones at breezy sandy beach. Just time would tell that and he/she would make it if they are meant for you. Waiting is hurt and yeah it’s really wondrous feelings I guess. You re strong enough to bare and stand with all this that never get old from you to deny it. Love is weird I mean the feelings itself really portray such a really odd sense. Everyone feels love but you don’t know how to tell what exactly love is. Do you touch someone’s heart? Do you love her/him? Do you really mean it? Do you sacrifice your own time for your beloved ones when you know he/she’s so busy with their life but yeah they still have time for you? What you call it? Love ? Or something went missing wrong somewhere? How you define it? When you feeling lost, don’t give up because it’s alright and one fine day you will meet with your eternity love soul no –love-ending, I pray for everyone. All those sweet memories that you cannot forget and come across the whole moment in your life, what should you do? You cannot let her/him go because you know how it hurts most. Keep her/him, believe and have faith. It hurts when you’re missing someone right now right? And I know when you read this, there’s someone in your mind, am I right? I know right because we’re same, we’re human and I feel the same way now. I know he’s doing fine, and I know we will meet soon just time won’t allow at this moment so we keep waiting and waiting. And I’m crying like a small baby now. I hate this feelings

DAY AFTER DAY

It’s hard to make people understand who you are. It’s hard to make people really know about you. It’s really take time to understand people. It’s really not so easy to understand what happen around you. Because people keep talking about you either it’s bad or good. Words are like birds, flying away nonstop. They only sit quiet there when they think it’s time to stop searching the new branches. How grateful if you know how to be the one. I have beautiful people surrounding me, a loving family, supportive friends, and the one that I can say as a half miles soul. Is it love is something paradox? If it so, how could I love my parents? Is it different? They are totally caring about me ! How love can be portrayed as good, enemy or betrayal? I just feel enormous grateful because I can see both. I can’t easily throw away what I feel towards them.And I believe if Allah planned something for us, He will arrange our next steps. I’m hoping the best from You. And I know You love us.

ABROAD

When you start to feel something that you call happiness, it will always lead you to a true path. Your mind, your soul always and would be never lie to you about attachment of experience. You got what I mean? It's kinda freedom mind, go ,go somewhere and you will find yourself in that community. Look around, close your eyes, feel it. The warmest and greatest ever feelings you have ever got. Appreciate it because it will never be the same. Once is always once and second thing won't repeat the similar memories. Free your heart, feel the other side of the globe. Go, just go and grab everything that's so means a lot and precious for you. You know what? Because life is beautiful and wonderful! Go, dig your own life, don't waste it. You will meet with different people all the time and don't expect all of them are same. No! You won't find that such so-called-stereotype- minded. Be on your own track and mingle with them because you will learn lots from them. Just use it all, I mean all the chances you have. Find what's meaning lots, and yeah it won't be erased easily from your beautiful mind because your attitude and action always inspire people. You may not see it, but you feel it inside. No one will ruin your happiness' side. Trust me! People come and go, but memories don't. So many things you could learn from your memories. It always about yourself, your thought, I mean your brilliant thought towards something. To survive in a huge community is not easy, but once you found the strength and your backbones, yes you MAY SURVIVE! Believe me. Find someone that can make you feel comfortable when you travel abroad. It's kinda sweet memories, yes I must tell you that! If you are dreaming, then keep dreaming. Don't wake up from your sleep because you won't find your real hero anymore.If you know what I mean. If you want to be in reality,wake up and go chase what you dreamt for! believe me, nothing is impossible, because everyone could get that! Get something they really love to be with. Yes, just go for it! no one cares I guess. Have you ever wondered how life would look alike without dreaming? Yes it's kind of cars without tyres or something like you order a pancake but you get a cake. What? It's like a gravity pulling you down. Would you stay forever to feel or stand for what have you dreamt for? You will see a lot of people full of shits, yeah just let them be the rest of shits. Let them talk about you. Don't give up, it's alright. Good people never let you down but they keep inspiring you lots. Believe me, your travel tour would be very meaningful and beautiful if you feeling good with the right people. To gain something new is very precious, to adapt it, is a second option for you to survive in every particular culture/living. It's up to you , how you cope with those things. It's hard to imagine, but you have to feel it alone. Face all those experiences and then you may judge it.

ISOLATION

People make mistakes all the times. Ask forgiveness from Allah, Praying to Him that He will protect you. Do repent when you feel your mistakes are too over the top that cannot be covered anymore. Be special because we as a human, of course cannot escape from sins. And we’re typical sinners that always seeking forgiveness from Him. Oh Allah thanks for giving us enormous chances. Smart people always learn from mistakes and not doing the same mistakes. Stop doing such foolish things and come to the true path. Risking all those things sometimes really give meaning to you.

IGNORE

Sometimes I feel lacking of something. I think I ignore the one who really cares about me. The one who keep watching me from behind, even I know it’s hurt, you keep walking behind me, be my backbone, when I split or lose control walking, you would hold my hands and I know I feel the mistakes. I think that’s not a matter but for you it’s killing inside. I’m sorry if I don’t realize it because you don’t tell me. I don’t understand your body language but I need words and action… I know life is hard but it would be easy if you really tell me what you feel. Do not keep inside without telling me because I may sometimes will focus on things that I think vital for me, but actually you are the one that I find for. I don’t know but I hope you’ll brave enough to tell me.