WITHTAKE

We fall in love,

We sleep together,

We feel forby kind in love,

Are we approved to be together?

We always question things that we think it is not good for us, we always ask God why He put us in this situation; venturesome and on the go life. We always want to know the truth but sometimes we forget that reasons are not pertinent as everything is well-written in the Heaven. You just need to live your life as usual, if some things can’t be hold on, leave it. Go and seek for more enterprising plots of your life. It is going to be so much fun, isn’t it? Never once you feel regret of what you have done, it is well-written, all you need to do now is praying to God that He will give more color in your life so that you will see more rainbows in future. 

QUESTIONIST

We had so much fun,

We lived in love,

We thought it would be fun,

Were you in love?

Why people care so much about us when we are gone from their life? Why we never appreciate things that happen in our life? Why we keep blaming ourselves for not getting what we need most? Why we keep questioning the fact that won’t be changed? Why we pray for something unreal? Why we believe that one fine day we will be fine? Why we want to seek for happiness? Why we cannot appreciate faulty moments in our life? Why we keep wondering how it feels when we lose someone that matter most in our life? Why are we afraid to move forward and against the normalcy? Why we feel terrified of losing someone in our life but why no effort towards keeping them with us? Why people always feel regret at the end of their life when they know that this is life?

We always want to see things go perfectly in our life, but we forget that sometimes we break someone’s heart just to get something better. We think that it is the best way to do because sometimes we do not know what our heart want but everything won’t be same again as you open your eyes, sky is no longer blue, ocean is no longer waving well ; everything that you see before will be different now.

EPHEMERAL

She sat next to dead bird,

She thought that one day she would die just like that bird,

She prayed that the bird would go to heaven,

With full of love and blessings from God in the Heaven,

She walked away.

She thought that 2016 could bring more happiness in her life but she was wrong. Actually it was more on pain, dealt with so much deplorable moments but she survived. She was looking forward to see another 2017 so that she could hope so much more for bliss and sempiternal love.

Is that life means for? ; seeking for joy and blessedness. 

ALIVE AND KICKING

You know what is happiness? 

Happiness is when you start new, fresh and leave your past, and when you are capable enough to smile again because you deserve to. You are brave enough to leave your dark past and move on because you see happiness in front of you which is so much better than you would ever know. Chin up mates, you will be fine and if you get involved with a bad relationship, settle it well or just leave it. You will find so much fun when you realize that you can do more than what you think. Keep spreading good vibes and live well. All the best

A SOOTHFAST SOUL

Love was when you called me happiness,

Love was when you said ‘I will love you till the end’,

Love was when you tried so hard to win me,

Because I was such a nescient soul,

Because I was such a stilly soul,

Because I was such a girl in an ire

Because I knew you were soothfast soul,

So, you won above all,

But not for now… It is gone…

Some people enjoyed this life, some did not. Some were having great days, some were not. They were just half of those unlucky stars. Have you ever felt like hating someone just because you really want to be in their life but you cannot? You do not know whether you hate him or you hate yourself. Or even worse, you hate both.  You have no idea how hurt you can be when you fall for someone, but they do not make any effort towards you. And all they give is tons reasons. Love is beautiful but people who are in a relationship make it looks stupid and worthless. Some will feel that love is just great as they do not know what you are dealing with now; some are just there, curious what love is all about. The rests who are the broken-hearted souls will remain there; in a dejected scar. Sometimes you will look dumb in a relationship just because you love too much, you give too much because you are hoping that your partner will love you back…and for some reasons you think that it is okay to look stupid in front of the person that you love most. But remember this, you do not deserve someone who makes you feel uncertainty and lose your grip to be the real you. Remember that someone else is trying to look up for you. If you meet someone who really waits and gives so many chances for you but you ignore her feelings and you know what? You are totally a loser. You will lose her forever and you will never get back her trust. Never treat someone special if you do not mean to make her as your life partner because you do not know how bad the impact can be to the helpless soul. Remember that one fine day you will have daughters; do you want to see them in intricate life? Of course you don’t want to see them in that state, so stop giving spurious hope to the hopeless soul. Leave her alone …

GRATIFY FOR GAINING TRUST?

I met thousands of people,

But I’ve never felt the way I feel right now,

I feel so contented and new,

I just met you; you gave me that feeling,

I’m so superior,

I know you feel the same way,

This feeling is weird and really odd,

But it is breathing so briskly,

This morning was a brisk fall day,

It wasn’t cold enough for frost,

But you wanted to keep moving,

Just like this feeling, I feel it so much,

It is moving in my veins and...
I feel your superlative love and care towards me,

Thank you.

Have I ever told you about trusting too much can harm your soul and life? This is the problem that we face when we give all what we have to the ones that we claim as beloved ones. Or am I too exaggerate in expressing this? I don’t think so; it is a fact isn’t it? We always have that superior feeling to be loved by someone but we always forget that everything is temporary, nothing is permanent. You might say no to me as we have different tracks to be explored day by day and for some reasons, we need to accept the fact that we don’t like to listen or approve to. But, that’s life. Everything is unpredictable; today you love someone, the next day they become a stranger to you. How true is this right? You expect that you can deal with it, but you are frail and vulnerable enough, and all you do is keep repeating the same mistakes because you are afraid to move forward and to enjoy the rest of the life because you are too comfortable in your own zone. But you forget two things, to love and appreciate little things that happen surrounding you. Focus your positive energy towards them who really want to be in your life instead of chasing the ones who are not meant to be with you. There is always a person who cares for you without you notice it because you are too busy pleasing others instead the ones who sacrifice everything for your happiness. We always forget these people; we always do not feel grateful because we keep ourselves in a gloomy and hard state for chasing the wrong path. But it is okay, it is how we learn on how to live and be matured as we need to learn all these crucial things in order to have a beautiful life later. But one thing you need to know which is, everything will be fine and whatever happens just keep doing you and have faith. Good souls will come to you and if you think you are not getting it, stop thinking, and just feel it.

AN ARDOUR SOUL

Saturday mornings,
So blissful,so frabjous,
So energetic for an ardour soul,

Wake up, wake up,
Let us get escaped because escapism is whimsical,

Windy Saturdays,
Bring thousand 'gedachtnis',
To the half-awaken souls,
And I'm one of them,
Fortune, content, so satisfied!

Are you happy too?

LORD KNOWS WELL

Lord knows what is the best for you,
Do not cry for uncertainty,
Do not waste your tears,
If he is meant for you, thou zillion stars and miles he will be always yours,


Have a faith,

Trust what Lord has planned for you,
Go with the flow,
Do not afraid to go forward,
Do not look back, thou the ending wasn't good enough,

But...
You still can make and create another wonderful ending,

Just hold on, you will be fine.

SOOK

Never say good bye if you still want to wake up next to a scent of woman,
Never say I love you if you are a sook!
Never say I miss you if you do not have balls,
Never say your love is electric if you are caged with your own obsession without control,


So now I'm leaving you.

BROAD-MINDED

The scenery,
The walk,
The star gazing,
The hills,
The oceans,
Through all pains,
This is how life counts.


It is just a cognitive content,
So far away, but it is not gone,
Just a small 'see you soon',
It is not a departed heart with hurt,
No it is not,
It is just only endeavor,
For the next move.

PENSIVE

Laying on grass, watching birds fly high in the sky,
It's sunny, a perfect day to be cherished for!
For a perfect thinker to rule a perfect life,
Boisterous soul now keeps in silence,
Lost of powerful words, and never dither anymore,
Because of the soporific effect of the sun,
So she closes her eyes,
Nothing to be worried anymore.

MEMORIES

  
They told memories are good, 
I recalled at those memories, 
I felt meanings,
I felt less.

They told love should be shown all the time,
I loved the days,
He just hated Sundays,
But we pretended to love everyday.

They told rain is diamond,
I was running in diamond,
Filling soul with cold diamond and fake thoughts of uncertainty,
Since then I didn't walk in rainy days anymore.